Yogis,
About every three weeks in the off season we head to our
beach house. The normal routine is leaving
early Saturday morning, so I can have my Friday night ‘time for me’, and then I
work from there on Monday and drive back that evening. Have been doing that for a while now. A routine.
But this week we changed the plan so I could get together
with my sister. Heading there Friday
afternoon and coming back Sunday. Doesn’t
seem like that would be a big modification but it completely threw me for a
loop!
Packing on Thursday night instead of Friday morning made it
challenging to remember what to bring.
Saturday my alarm went off and I was sure it was Sunday. Today I felt like I should be working and
was convinced that tomorrow I had my Tuesday classes….. and the weekend felt so
much longer than usual. It reminded me
of how those 3 day holiday weekends, where the four day work week should feel
like a gift, usually ends up feeling interminably long. Thinking on Wednesday that it must be Thursday. It all made me think about time.
Time speeds up. Time
slows down. Whenever something is new we
notice it more and time crawls. As soon
as it becomes rote, time picks up velocity.
I always notice this on vacation where those first few days when everything
is unknown seem like an eternity, only to be followed by the final four days racing by like a blur. Is it already time to
leave?
Einstein was the first to shock the world with the concept
that time is an illusion. Today’s belief
is ‘There Is no Time. There never was and there never
will be. Everything exists in the present moment and it's a fundamental
principle of the Universe that many of our scientists are still trying to
grasp. Time does not actually exist and Quantum Theory proves
it.’
Therefore there really is only now. Only this moment. I am writing this now. You are reading this now. I want to live more of these ‘nows’. I don't want to wait for some unknown time. Less attention to the past or the future as
those are merely illusions. More
living. More aliveness. Less rote. Want to join me?
One of my students sent me a picture of his father-in-law
who is now 103, still going to the gym daily and doing Tai Chi. Think about that. 103 years.
Viewing that from afar and saying the number - more than a century –
makes it appear an eternity. However
he says even he can’t believe how fast time has gone and how he got so old so
fast. I bet what he remembers when he
looks back are the moments.
Does it matter if we live to 103 if we aren’t living the
moments?
There is now…..and then there is now…..and then there is
now,
SARAH
SARAH
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