Sunday, May 12, 2013

Throat.....choosing to listen


Heart Centered Yogis,

WHAT IS LOVE?  Pause and think about it.  What exactly is love?   

We know it when it happens.  We know it when we feel it.  We know it when we are “in” it.  But what is it?

Often it seems that love is something outside of us.  Something that is caused by another.  Out of our control.  We fall in love.  And it is magnified when the other falls in love back!  But the love is not outside.  It is who we are, but we begin to associate it with what on the outside got the engine burning.  We love him.  We love her.   We love nature.  We love ____ fill in the blank.

Love is an energy…. and a mighty powerful one at that.  It is upward lifting, expanding, spacious and exhilarating.   And boy does it feel good!!    So if we could have that engine revving all of the time, wouldn’t we all choose that?

We can.    But it is a shift in thinking.  Recognizing that the one we fall in love with is simply the lighter that lit us up.   That the love itself is the energy we are sending to them, and not the other way around.    We create it, we feel it, we choose where to send it.   And we have the ability when we open the heart to start sending it to everyone and everything.  And like anything, the more attention and practice we put here, the stronger and more powerful it gets.    This is  what it is to live life from the heart.

Everything that we search for is right inside of us.  Sometimes we just need a guide. 

If we bottled the heart energy it would take the place in our medicine chest of blood pressure medication, anti-depressants, inhalers, and cholesterol drugs.  When the heart is in full swing, our entire circulation and breath flow with strength and ease.  Life is beautiful. 

And I can’t go without a big thank you to Ms Amaryllis that joined us in classes this week!  She is truly a symbol of a open heart.  Once she blooms she stays wide open – not closing for the darkness of night, unwanted visiting bugs,  or even the accidental bump with the vacuum cleaner.  She is willing to be vulnerable in order to send out her beauty to all of us.  It was a joy having her.


 
So now we move upward once more……to the throat.  The narrowest channel that this journey takes us through.  Quite easy to get stuck here.

Vishuddha chakra is our place of free will.  It is here that we make our choices.  It is where we find ultimate freedom, but when blocked,  it can instead feel like a prison.  The lump in the throat.  Swallowing our words.  The silent child. 

There are two sides to the throat chakra – the ability to listen inwardly to the heart, and then the ability to express outwardly what we hear.  What we know to be our truths.    We will first focus on the listening. 

One of the best ways to work with this it to find time every day for silence.  No talking, no tv, no reading, no computer, no phone, no ipod (I could go on and on but I think you get the idea).   For those who meditate, this is  some daily built in silence.  Or it could be while you cook, while you drive to work, or taking 10 minutes when you arrive home each evening to sit outside.  Just listening.   It is in our own silence, that we hear all.    And if you do this for longer and longer, over time a lot of the distractions that we were once so addicted to begin to sound like nails on a chalkboard.   Silence becomes your music. 

So far on this journey we have planted the seed of what we want to have manifest in our lives, watered it with our desire, built the strength in the belly where we created the clear vision of what it is and began taking baby steps toward it.    In the heart we then surrendered to the Universe with complete faith that it will manifest.  And so now the Universe will give you plenty of signs along your path.  Plenty!!!   But you have to hear them.    When we are living on auto pilot, walking around with our narrow focus, we could trip right over them and not notice.  But when we keep that heart open through the good, bad and the ugly, get quiet and expect to be guided….we  start to notice the pointers.  So listen for them.   And when you get one – “choose” to go that way. 

On Friday night it occurred to me that I am beginning to “do as I am told”.    I know that most people would read that and feel sorry for me.  But it is an amazing feeling.  And I know, without any doubt, that the Universe would never steer me wrong or harm me in any way.  It would be utterly inconceivable.     And in “doing as I am told” I feel stronger and more powerful than I have ever felt. 

Today is mother’s day.  So sending love to all of you mother yoginis out there!   I always choose to spend this day in my garden with the mother energy of the earth.   Today I made tinctures of stinging nettles and catnip.  So Happy Mother’s Day to her too!

Listening for guidance,
SARAH

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