Yogis,
With earth we sat on the river’s edge, just watching.
Nowhere to go. Feeling the ground beneath our sits bones. Relaxing
deeper with each exhale and noticing the sheer vastness and limitless
opportunities that surround us. Becoming completely still in order to
awaken. Aware of this moment…perfect exactly the way it is.
Now it is time to dive in.
As we move inward and dive deep we uncover our subconscious,
creativity, sensuality, and emotions. Like the feeling of the first
soaking rain following a drought. Our moisture. Our place of
aliveness.
This is also the well of desire. Beginning to feel.
Desire is what propels us forward. Those inner
stirrings. But what is it that you really desire?
To me “want” and “desire” are different. We all have
plenty of wants. I want ________. You fill in the blank. A
pair of new shoes, to be thinner, a bigger house, a smaller house, a different
job. But none of these, if we get them, will satisfy us for very long.
The wants will just change. They rise from the ego.
But desire comes from a much deeper place. Our desires
are often buried under layers of life. We have forgotten them, or perhaps
feel we don’t deserve them, or maybe were once told they were wrong. Yet
they are the very things that will fulfill us. I desire
_______. Unconditional love. To completely accept myself. To
let go of fear and anxiety and live from a place of trust. To shed all of
my shields and masks and live as me. You will know you have found them
when just speaking them makes you tingle. They rise from the soul.
Working with the element of water takes diving in. You
can’t be an observer. But once you are submerged you just lie back and
let go…… let go of struggle and release into its current, like floating in an
inner tube. Head back, sun shining on your face. Not knowing what
turns are ahead (that’s what makes this all so exciting!) Flowing with
the hum of life, and feeling it all.
“It is
not by denying desire that liberation is found, but by discovering your truest,
purest desire: then the obsession and need surrounding external satisfactions
naturally lose their power.” ~Isha Judd
Feeling alive,
SARAH